In My Dreams I See A Future Not So Far Away That Terrifies Me

Asphodel Meadows Beckons. I've Been Thinking Recently About Everything That Has Occurred Over The Past 18 Months, In Many Ways Things Are Worse, I Got A Brief Glimpse Of What Awaits Me In The (Probable) Not So Distant Future, I've Come To Terms With The Way Things Are And Am Beginning To See That Hanging Onto Something Which Is Unattainable Is Futile, Nevertheless The Vision I Witnessed Continues To Haunt Me.