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1999 (26 лет)In My Dreams I See A Future Not So Far Away That Terrifies Me
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Asphodel Meadows Beckons. I've Been Thinking Recently About Everything That Has Occurred Over The Past 18 Months, In Many Ways Things Are Worse, I Got A Brief Glimpse Of What Awaits Me In The (Probable) Not So Distant Future, I've Come To Terms With The Way Things Are And Am Beginning To See That Hanging Onto Something Which Is Unattainable Is Futile, Nevertheless The Vision I Witnessed Continues To Haunt Me.
In My Dreams I See A Future Not So Far Away That Terrifies Me
As I Drift In The Void
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Everything Has An End, I Have Come To Mine, My Corpse Wrapped In Red Velvet, Laid To Rest In A Field Of Wet Grass, Shining In The Moonlight. People Come And Go, They See, But They Choose To Ignore, Stepping Over Me With Smiles On Their Faces, Conversing, Laughing. A Thick, Bright Smoke Emerges From My Carcass And Engulfs Everything In Sight.
As I Drift In The Void
Angels Have No Thought Of Ever Returning You
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The Colors Of This World Are Fading, Should I Be Afraid Of The Colorless Future That Awaits. It's Gotten So Cold, I Can Hardly Stand It, My Skin Is Peeling, My Veins Protruding, I Can Feel My Organs Shrinking, My Brain Shriveling. What Will Be Left For The Achromatic World To Devour Once It's Sinister Terror Reigns Down Upon Me.
Angels Have No Thought Of Ever Returning You
My Heart Beats So That I Can Hardly Speak
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Seeing What Was Before Me Took My Breath Away, I Stood In The Moonlight, The Glow Was Blinding, As The Wind Bellowed I Felt In That Solitary Moment Like I Never Had Before, And When They Lined The Streets To Spit At Me I Could Look Up To The Sky And See The End Knowing That My Final Moments Were Spent In The Presence Of Overwhelming Beauty.
My Heart Beats So That I Can Hardly Speak
Everyone Sees Noon At Their Own Door
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I've Grown Tired Of Waiting, Of Suffering. I'm Fading, Starving, Bleeding. I Can't Close My Eyes Anymore, When I Do All I See Is The Prison I've Created For Myself Through Circumstances Out Of My Control, It Has Not Been Completed But It Is Closer Than I Care To Admit. I'm Doomed To This Future, All I Can Do Is Wait.
Everyone Sees Noon At Their Own Door
What Indeed Has Become Of (My) Youth
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I Close My Eyes, I Can See The Entity Before Me, It Mocks Me With It's Presence, It Shifts And Contorts, The Air Turns Cold, The Sky Dark, The Anticipation Of My Inevitable Fate Is Getting Closer. As The Entity Grows And Consumes Me I Come To Realize That The Entity Should Not Be Feared, But Embraced.
What Indeed Has Become Of (My) Youth
We Are But Dust And Shadow
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Visions Within The Fire At The End Of Time: As I Sit In Darkness, Drowning In Silence I Begin To Hear A Violent Downpour Outside. I Leave The Safety Of My Solitude And When I Walk Outside I See That It Is Not Rain Falling From The Heavens, But Blood. Now Removed From The Darkness Of My Confines, I Can Suddenly Hear Not Only The People Of The World But The World Itself Screaming.
We Are But Dust And Shadow
Spinning Into The Void
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Invalidation, Rain Falls From The Sky And Burns, The Dead Rise, Blood Curdles, The Trees Shed Their Leaves, Innocents Die, Evil Prospers. Seasons Have Changed And The World Has Frozen Over, I Shiver Out Of My Skin, I Roam Skinless And Bloody, I Reach My Destination Yearning For Warmth Of Any Kind, However I'm Met With Only The Scorn Of Those That Have Conspired To Get Me To Kneel Before Them.
Spinning Into The Void
Nothing In The End Can Stand Against It
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The Pain Of What Once Was, The Fact That Things Will Never Be The Same, Things Have Been Done That Can Never Be Undone, Blood Spilled, Lives (Almost) Lost, The Countdown Continues, Time Slows Down, The Inferno Of The Past Burns, I Can Only Hope That I Can Be Forgiven Before It Catches Up With Me.
Nothing In The End Can Stand Against It
And Her Wings Are Spread To The Breeze
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Consumption Of One's Soul, Of Mind And Body, Colors And Sounds Scream, Echo And Suddenly Die, The Past Was Full Of An Unforgiven, Unrelenting Pain, Life Has Flashed Before My Eyes, I've Tried To Escape This All Consuming Force That Has Grabbed Hold Of Me, The Breeze Blows And Bellows, The Life I Want Taunts Me With It's Closeness While Still Somehow Remaining Out Of My Reach. Someday I'll See Something Worth Suffering For, Maybe This Time I Can Keep It Tighter In A Warm Embrace.
And Her Wings Are Spread To The Breeze